Friday, August 3, 2007





hoo..here again!!wat to do...he he...i was searchin to change the blog template n decided nt to...nw its good...anyway better dan d options provided here...this is wat i liked...i dint like green much but my brother loves it lot..but as i said i was searchin for a mustard coloured template..he he/...thats my fav shade..thats wat i ve gav to my room too...he he...dareing na??he he...veryone say so...but i like..wats more to lukkk....




ohh...nwdays sittin alone is turning to be really borin n infact i never sit alone..that may be y i 4get wat it wud be like if i sit alonne in some place..if the place luks gud..i ll be happyy..he he...even if it s not i ll b ok...but i never feel bad...
am nw sitin in my hostel room near window..here its really beautiful to luk outside.misty mountains n cool breeze...always givin a new space to breath n think....don ask me wat i thnk ..i donno...but its nice to sit n just to think wat to think..he he...ohh godd..am i gettin a little bit crazy ..may be..bt am nt goin to stopppp...its like dat na..nothin evr ends it always go..its only wat we think change...he he..n thats it..evrything will change ..
oh..no i m nt continuing like dis....one sec..let me check if i cud upload some pics...
don think am simply wastin time .in between am reading news ok?ibn live....he he...i like dat too..but am really poor in memorizin thngs....mm...new president for india...nice...a woman!!..new changes but lets pray not to let dis too be one more political drama....anyway thats wat i got frm my little knowledge....women are being pushed to upfront nt to gve respect or nt thinkin dat dey can lead us better but just to play some political games hiding behind dem....anyway..we wann some gud leaders..n d leaders we r ving r gud leaders but nt gud for our country....but our country will grow coz we ve dat human potential n synergy no other country cud boast off....changes ll come ...chnages r d only thing that gt no chnage...quotes...nt my words but frm some great mind...its true..
.time fly pretty fast....wen i read d news of prathibha patel our new president i had some pictures flashin ....d day abdul kalam gt d presidential position....i was sittin with achen in d sitout glancin through d pictures n makin comments abt his hair n blue shrt which he always wear..he he.....n nw ....oh missin all thos silly jokes n talks...i never read newspaper with full leaves..wen i read i used to spread it around..n pick one by one.he he..n d most funnything is dat d only page i neve ever bothered to luk was "business page".....n nw ......thats d only page am supposed to luk ..n that may b y i totally left d idea of readin newspaper...he eh ...am a secnd yr mba student...hey..no regrett att allll.....all bg decisions in my life were takn pretty fast n nothin much ve let me down...
changes are inevitable ....accept it in d way dey come..sometimes difficult ,sometimes drastic..sometimes we dont even kno dat chnage....it all depends....n it all happens.....thats life...simply life is a string of changes....chnaging places.chnaging faces.changing ages,chnaging emotions,changing character,changing likings.........n it goes on changin n changin...
but we shud ve a little control ovr dis coz gve ourself sometime to adjust n adopt..d same age old formula..gve some space...space to your thoughts..space to your emotions...space to your dreams .space to your actions .....den we cud do everythin better....
donno wat all things am writing ...but i like to write..n njoy writing all this without stoppin to think what to write ..its like a game ....he he...always do things that make you happy ..n keep in mind dat it never make others unhappy....thats d simple lines for a simple life n if u wanna do somethin better make others happy along with you....i nvere think that making urself unhappy u can make others happy..its just hiding your feelings..its not right..u never kno d value of what u gve unless u kno d value urself...so only a happy person can make others happyy....ohh...it luks like a jingle of"happy jam"he he.....oh..felin a little hungry nw..didnt ve lunch...hw can i ve lunch den i was sooo worried wat i did in xam ...n felt really .....mm...ye,i felt really sad..wats wrong in admittin dat...m..but am feeling really better..anyway thats over na...this s wat i ve done n nw s rest is with god.....let my prayers reach there on d right ears....
oh..nw only i checkd, planning to sendin d post, n found no net connectivity..mm...oh..let me write some more...its really a nice thing to write anyway...
mm..one of my friends awoke n playin a nice song....really nice ...kabhialvidanakehana....never say good bye....really meaningful lyrics....love dat song verymuch....i don like saying gudbyes ...its like sayin ..never to c again....always parting is painful...for me its really hurtin as i gve a lot of importance to a lot of silly silly things i c around.... that may b why i ve my cupboars full of small small things ..i still ve those small scribbling paper pieces which we used to pass during our classs in plus two, degree n all...mm... always get a lot of scolding frm my mom for keepin all junks in my room..he he....but dont u think its nice.. ....d way i felt when i accidnetly saw an old phyiscs notebook with all naughty dotty scriblings ..n a small sketch of our teacher ...he eh.its simply soo nostalgic...... feelin a little sad dat all those things r too old dat u ve dumped it away...n u gone far away frm all those days...lot of changes had come along....n small smile coz its its so different nw....n suddenly feelin inspired n callin some old friends...just to say oh.i really miss all those days even amhappy nw.. i love dat feelin...thats wat i say to my mom wen she ask me to throw all those things away...for me me all that are nt silly n stupid ..but a world...a world where i livd ..hw can i throw dat away....??can i do datt??if i do dat i can neevr call myself me....am like dis n i love being like dis....








nothing...

mm..nt at all in a gud mood write somethin...2day had an exam n as u may guess it was terible..if that 20 marks qn was nt dis much simple i wudnt ve gt dis much hurt..i knew it n done all rubbish...mm...mm.leave it...anyway i made a mess of it..calld dad n cried n hoo..
..am like dis ..wen am sad i wanna b at home...i miss my home very badly....u kno..am in hostel n first time in my life leaving a full yr away frm home...bt i ve copup with evrythin..so don ve much probz heree n infact ving lot of funn too...but somedays,sometimes,somemoments i really really wish i was there..with my ache,amma n etten...talkin n quarrelin abt simply nothin..he he..at home am really annoyin..always doin somethin to irritate amma ,small small fights with etten,being a cmplaint box to achen.. he he..!!!but wtever i do i kno they understands me better dan anyone evn better dan myself..i lov dat feelin ..feelin of havin a sureity dat u r heard n u r understood by someone whom u really cares...i always place my family frst n am soo proud n happy dat i lov dem a lot morethan anythin....its all coz we r a wonderful family..wen we all 4 r 2gether..no doubt ..d happies moments for all 4...thats us...
ok..nt goin on much abt my ear ones..its simple like dis.."they r everythin to me"
today was a stupid day ..gt a messy xam in hand..hoo....eyy..i don wanna write abt thatttt...hushhhh
ok..den wat...u kno..i was nt at all planin to wrte somethin its only coz my buddies r quite busy with"sleepingg" n i ve nothin to doo...hope no one remeber dat my univrsity xamzz r goin on n i ve 4 more subjects to go..he he....leave it!!!!fed up with xam talks !!!!
anyway with 13 xamz ll b over n ll b steppin to the next semester!!...3rd sem!!!..anyway no more problem ppares i hope..i don like numbers ..wat can i do....i love words..i love colours.i love dark n light..i love poems n music..i love living beings n almost evrythin around...n is it my fault dat i don like numbers...its only dat .na??but if u kno maths its really somethin for people like me..i ll admire people who like maths....they ve to ve gt a lottt of patience n waitt dey shud b a little crooked tooo...he he....but as one of my frendz ve told me ..if u don lov maths maths wont luv u back...then dat relationship s over..crushed into dustbins!!!he he..so don make maths understand dat u don like it...be always with maths..hoo...hwwwwwww nast it will be...he he....but i am d same old me naa?don like maths n if its possible i ll touch dat only wen xaaaammzzzz beeps in...hmmm...
i love yellow...do u kno why?dont u??ohh goshh...u r just like me/....he he..i donno why i like that colour..but like it...don thnk its very important i lov almost all colours ..more dan just callin dem colours let me call it shades....he he....me myself wondering wat s actually am doin nw...again no answer....anyway i ve gt some "time"with me so let me spend it ..
i like books..n i used to read all kinds of buks frm stupid detectives to serious autobigraphies..bt nw am takin buks frm library only to gve fines.nt evn gving d poor old thing a glance...mm...i m prtty disappointed abt that new habbit of mine...its with intrest i take but i don ve time..luk evn nw i don feel like readin ..may b coz i love talkin more nwdays.again one more badhabbit ..hope i ll chnge
oh..battery loww..i ve to switch d systm off..no current!!!!.ok byee..c u soonn...

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

exam result..

hiiii....a small gap..na?no probz ..am baack with my sillyyyyyyy thoughts...
today ....mm....fine day!!!!1st sem result came...hoo....i ve never been dis much tensd...n made soo many resolutions in seconds....he he...mm..anyway am in..he he
byee

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

some more.."words"

He he
..u kno some of my frendzzz told me dat am too much into the “rain” here…I kno words feel so lifeless but wat can I do….then too no probz…let me be silent of those magic water beeds…can I ??he he…donno…..silence can speak soo much na?...
why our mind wander ..are they clouds?....just a picture can turn in so much pages of our life back…a song can draw so many moments together…a smell can make a life alive before you…mm…great…we r something na?..i love songs n enjoy music…they can give u rhythm which u r unknown of in your life atleast for few minutes…that may be why everyone turns to their own world when a nice song plays…everyone have their own moments to cherish,faces to remember and a world to miss…can a music brings back a life??may b…I ve read many artcles saying so..music has got healing power..miraculous responses from various dying patients….and many researches probing into those scientific backups n proofs.....studies on going…devoleping newer and newer methods and techniques….mm…good
But to me music has nothing to do with medicines or illness… it’s a rhythm.. a handful of meaningful words that can touch your heart ..stringed together in beautiful notes making your mind wander more..making your foot tap unknowingly…making you miss something which you donno…but filling in you a calmness and joy ..makng you more confident and giving you a feeling which you cant express…..
He he..hoo….am goin around n around..its so simple n short I like songs and love music coz it gives me steady beats to breath n think…ho..wen I wrote the word “think” don get a picture of a serious thinker..he he..its just making your mind wander in its own way but with a defnite rhythm….
Bye bye..goin to ve examz ….wanna study something..he he..let me go..otherwise I ll sit here scribbling all those silly silly (but big things for me)things ….dont think anyone reading all this will evr imagine that am a business student….hoo….but I am one… and happy to be one…its all about how we see the world…
Dated July 16, 2007..Tuesday -2 49 pm……

Saturday, June 16, 2007




Rain....rain.....rain




Rain is everythin to me..loves it in evry mood..evry secon ..n just like that, mis it in each n evry moment..i love rain.. just, just ,love it..the feelin it brings in is expressionless...


...capturin the beauty in a flash of sec.....let me share frm my collection....















this is where my campus starts....the world where i live nw...isnt it enchantin?..















Look!!!!! How lucky to njoy d mist filld rainydays always (snap frm my class..he he).............beautiful..nnaa?????











... d charm it lenders make all speechless..


...Even a droplet can show us a world...
















its more green than it looks...in front of my tharavde..













...n d nostalgic moments near our pond.....













Rain! Rain! Let it rain!
Let the rain wash away the pain.
No furious thunder frightens me..

Flashing across the sky,
not my angry gestures..
But my dreamzz..
That was kept inside.

Rain! Rain! Let it rain!
Let the rain wash off...
Make my dreams fresh.
Heavy raindrops,
Pouring down to the ground..
Fresh breeze let me smile...
That was held inside
Rain! Rain! Let it rain!
Rain! Rain! Let it rain!


athira..

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Thursday, June 7, 2007

hii..it was a bit too big gap na?don think there is any need for a pretty sorry..he he..iys anyway a more than a month...u know i was little busy with project ..was in blore for 1 month ..had nice time there with my frendzz...u kno everytime i plan to scribble somethin in dis blog n somthing or other will cam ein btw..even nw am feelin really sleepy.hhoo..wat a me!!!!he hei wa sleepin frm 5 oo to 8 oo ..n again am sayi i wanna sleep..hoo....wat to do here climate is little bit temptin...i was nt a day sleepe wen i came here but....anyway am better than my frendzz..!!
i was planning to include some snaps n all in dis post..bt nw not in the right moodd...ve got a bday grl next door..waitin to b 12.00..he he..this are some new funs i learnd in hostl life..its so xcitin to c a group of howling frnd smashin tomato,egg,paste n wat s not ther,all over you...n a wash in is chilly water in mdnight..hehe...little bit scary too..but realy funny....like a big push to the new year...
i donno hw eevryone feels in ones bday.i always use to make a 100s of resolutions which i sincerly promise to follow..bt don ask me wat i did..bt i lik bday....dis yr i was thinkin again n again wow am 21 ...bt i didnt felt any diff...it was d same me...it was fun trying to feel diff n finally to realize its quite impossibl 2 feel d changs ..bye ve to go!!