step 1

We all are human.Its by sheer luck,blessing of a power which we bow our head, that we got all we have now.If we were born to a different family,if we were not protected by those who are around,if we are not healthy like this .Life wouldn’t be the same ..what we might have done with our life?
Whom v wud have turned for a help?Then we might also dream of someone who will help us to live forward…The child who sings in a bus might be praying to get one rupee when she comes near u..When we avert our glance,aren’t we looking away from ourselves..She is not there to show how gud she sings but to curb her hunger… ,Why we have to be so merceless about others?Is it coz we r lucky?or is it coz we r not realizing hw much lucky we r?Just think…..



Are nt we lucky that we could read this?
Aren’t we lucky that we don’t have to beg for food?
Are n’t we lucky that we don’t have to be scared of a night?
Arent we lucky that we have nice dress and sandals ?
Arent we lucky that we could walk talk hear and think,atleast??/
Think of someone who don’t have any of this…They too are living..in the same world,near us..everyday we r seeing them,everyday we change our glance from them
,we change our thoughts from their sadness to our happiness…from their colourless eyes to our colourful world.
Arent we supposed to do something to them?
When we don’t beat them…it’s a gud act
When we don’t despise them …it’s a gud act
When we don’t taunt and chase them…it’s a gud act

But are we capable only to do this much??
Why we learned only to close our eyes to distress ?
Why we don’t even bother to think about them?
Even if we think and sympathies , why we r not thinking about an option?
Why we think and put aside all this as life and fate?
Do you think we r dat much incapable?


You fell down n couldn’t stand up .. den ur friend says “ ohhhh soooo sad ..what a pity my dear” n not even giving u a hand…what u ll get out of that? What u ll feel about ur friend?Will u think “oh hw gud she is.. in her heart atleast she could sympathise with me’



Feeling sorry is good but it is useless if you don’t act.
Don’t ever think you are good because you pity others.
Don’t ever think you are good because you are sensitive
Crying for others is good but what use those tears make?
Tears never check their hunger neither pain
Tears pacify ourselves ,only ourselves….


It all make sense only when you dare to ACT


What a human need is not pity nor sympathy but “help” a “support”.It may not be monitory ,it can turns out be anything that comes under “help”..n as I wrote earlier..money is very crucial for us n just like that for others too..so in this issue we cant ignore the importance of financial assistance .
But foremost thing is the willingness of each of us to ACT ...not money, not power or age .






First step ,
Be ready to act for a good cause .Fill yourself with positive thoughts ..open your eyes wide.we have lot more to see…..
Believe , without restraining your happiness and interests you could help others.

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my dream

In this world money does matter!!!



I do agree.But is that the only thing?









I have heard many who got in this “middle world” utter-“First we will make enough money and then we will act”.But the question is what is “enough”?
To be very honest ,I had never come across a situation where I had felt ‘oh enough’ ,other than with food!!Thats the fact.bare truth!!! I Am not authoritively generalizing my stand but my stand do matter na? Of course, I too might be representating a small crowd like me.



There are lot of things we can do with our small earnings which can be a lot big help to some one else. Something which sound very silly like a one rupee might help someone to hold his hunger, sometimes his existence.

Let me share my dream ..

I wanna make others understand the simple way of helping others without loosing anything .Along with them i too wanna learn more.

Am not speaking about big sacrifices nor big donations !!!
But there are something around us which we could afford to lend a hand.


Let us find out new ways and share with all on how to feel great without regret.
Let the youth take initiative!!!

new thoughts

Same rays pouring in
Waking me up tetchy
My cozy pillow alluring me more

Prayers, plans n plans
Cold splash shaking my spirit
Combing my lazy hair

Starting out one more day

Words n colors inviting
To charm me up in there world
Oh! I have got a different list
What I like is always a doubt
Troubling me round and round
That again left to life
Always the easy way to choose

Bubbling friends filling the days
Cracking jokes twisting lips
Troubled mind stare me in wonder

Same days passing
Making me feel strange

A fresh wind full of snowy mist
Dripping me fresh
Calm thoughts sliding in
I waited for a change

Once more the rays poured in
Woke me up tetchy
With my cozy pillow to allure me more....



Alone in my dreams i walked fast
To reach a destiny i am sure of..
Sandy wind and burning sun
Paved me the way ..
Gone are the days of colors,mist and greeny valley.

Time Woke me up from my favourite dream
Everything looked strange and new.

Faceless heartless the world is
Pushing me to smile with my crushed tears ..
Clueless i stood..watching the show..
Where i have no role to play
Waiting for a slot,never written for me
Which i took long to realize..

Leaving the stage behind
i touched the sand to float me away
away and away ..far away from this land..





















Hi,
Life is a bird with different wings to fly..we have to yet understand whether if it is ourselves who choose this wings or some other selects for us…Anyway we change this wings just like we change our directions .
In our life,when we reach a point ,where we stare with wonder how to move forward ..…When we feel that colors are slowly fading …emptying yourself into vacant thoughts ..n what left is blankness..
-A change -in thoughts,perspectives n priorities –is the only remedy. ..


I was talking about my blog to one of my friends n was thinking how could make this page helpful to atleast some..i had thought about it 1000 times n finally I will crush my thoughts with the answer-am writing for myself and not for others.n why I should be bothering about that!!-..ok let it be like that…If anyone have any new ideas ,I do welcome .oky???


I always tried to look life as a game ,where I have to play my roles well. And of course, I feel strange n confused when the response I get for my actions are different from my expectations .I always defines this responses as the outcomes of some external factors which I could not explain. But u know,I confronted with some situations recently which proved myself to be wrong.In our life we have lot of situations which we simply handle wrongly n carelessly .At that time all that things appear very casual n very natural.When we face the problem ,we get confused n depressed not knowing the reason nor the solutions.Later ,when we sit peacefully n think ,we understands how the situations might have made simple if we had been a little more careful earlier.
Success of a person is simply based on the rightness of the decisions he make. Everyday, Everyhour we are making decisions one after other ,to do something,not to do something n so on.Whatever we think, we will have alternatives in our mind.Whatever we choose,surely there will be something which we had avoided.Even if we choose the wrong one or the right one at the bottom of heart ,our decision will be questioned till we get the right/desired response And the funniest thing is that 90 out of 100 will choose to follow the one that seems easy and appealing at present.
When we take some decisions it is really very easy to get the right choice.a)if we select something n if we r thinking about excuses to avoid the other one b)if select one and we r thinking about excuses to select the other one.
Then be sure that that second one is the right one because right may not be very appealin at present nor easy to follow. Its human instinct to choose the easy one and psychologically everyone will try hard to make ourselves believe that the easiest one is the wisest choice.
Sometimes it might be true too but life is not that much simple.
In short, Shortcut for success in life is not taking shortcuts in life.

For fools,life appears to be too simple to live coz they r living in fools world where fun n food are the only things that matter.
But we have to think about others too na?

Do you know what the present day problem is?Number of this fun loving fools are increasing that ,they think others are fools!!!Finally the people who stand in between or the young ones get confused about who the real fools are and whom they have to follow.
This is where our world stands now.
Helo!!!!!Some ,surely have to help them out ..Dont force anyone to accept anything but atleast give them space to think and act rather than pushing them to follow someone else.
Let them decide to which category they wanna be.

wind of time can't grab from me

This day too started as usual. .late wake up, scrambling around to make up my time table, taking never-followed resolutions, chit chat with friends, working on my project, going out with amma for a small shopping, rushing back to open the door for achen who came earlier…forgetting to return the library book …

We forget everything pretty fast and it takes only fraction of a mille second to tide them back to our world …

2day I missed my grandfather very very very much…..When I arranged his wardrobe with all his dresses, files,books,some fading old letters,small small boxes ,his rudhraksha mala…I felt him there.his presence,his voice,his smell,his smile ,his frowns and d way he calls me….

Its so strange how people vanish from our lives so quick and how swiftly we live forward.He lived with us….He used to talk about everything under the sun ..When we were children me n etten slept hearing his stories .Still I have lot of stories in my heart with unknown endings..

I might have fallen asleep, my etten was always a better listener ..…Everyday after his routine evening walk he ll have two chocolates…

It was very difficult for us ,when he went away, not to wait for him in the evening...Unknowingly we went to his room to tell him something ,to take something ,to ask him something and suddenly we realize that he is not there….We felt our home drenched in silence…The depth of that silence only four of us know…and mostly to amma who stayed back at home when we all went to office n college…He was our part n d way we miss him no one in this world will…

When he was admitted in the hospital..when everyone said there is no hope..we prayed hard with full of hope and confidence..,Till then we had never felt ,we never knew ,that one among us can simply fly away like that.He was 82 and Its now 4 years…But still that day reminds me of my shocked tears, too warm for my cheeks n those white hospital grills on which I gripped hard....

Many say I look like him n sometimes talk like too…He was pretty strict and very much disciplined unlike me..And I was his only granddaughter who talked to him whatever comes to my head.Sometimes he turned angry but at the bottom of the heart we both knew each other very well …and I got tricks to cheer him up..

I was always a complaining box uttering “appoopen like etten more n not me”…He knew it is my idea to get more attention n he laughed when I said like that.

.Often I was there with him to arrange his room .I was a very curious naughty little girl that I pocked my nose into every box and old cover ,reading all old letters I could get.. I can still hear his scolding call “athiraaaa… ..”..and see me putting everything back very quickly with a slinky winky smile …All that moments now I hold very close to my heart like his smell and voice…That’s the only things we have got, to keep, unscathed by the wind of time…We never realise how important someone was in our life until they walk off…

We still keep his room in the way he had kept….His things in the place where he had choose to keep…Every time I achieved something or got something special I feel like running to his room ,sitting near his chair n telling

him how much happy I am…But...

His chair lay vacant, both in his room n in our life…

He still lives in our heart, guiding us, caring us …

Today 29th July 08../8 15 pm…

Today I can’t just scrawl up words with my routine n usual talks…There is more imperative issues to share. Not secrets but some facts…
The serial bombings in Ahmedabad and Bangalore, which have taken a toll of nearly 50 lives and injured more than 150 people, have demonstrated just how dangerous the terrorist threat to India’s major cities continues to be. Even if we consider all this as part and parcel of our modern life where we just view incidents rather than feel, the character of the violence is horrifying, after all, it takes a special kind of savagery to bomb a hospital. Union home minister Shivaraj Patel has promised a “comprehensive plan” to deal with the challenge-but did not spell out what action was contemplated nor why the union government has taken 5 years to decide that it must have one. Forlornly, pronouncements like this have followed each terrorist attack in recent years, as part of a ritualistic set of actions intended to reassure people that government is working to make their lives more secure-Police deployment in public places enhanced, random checks on traffic being stepped up, and metal detectors installed in shopping complexes. But the truth is that not a single “today’s” terrorist has been arrested in street checks nor have searches at shopping complexes led to the detections of even one bomb. Measures like these cannot meet the terrorist threat. Cities, as any educated man knows, cannot be turned into fortresses.
This incidents showed how much vulnerable we are to these kind of attacks and how pathetic human appears when government reassure life with monitory compensation…
Can we blame d young generation for being “mute”.. Thats what they SEE..

Don’t you think its high time that the responsible people should react..

For a terrorist attack like this to happen ,there needs two factors..one a strong motive /intention to cause violence and the next is the “way/methods” to do this act
For motives and intentions to be controlled ,as in a country like India there should be lot of changes ,which we are still not sure about…issues dat includes land,money,power n religion…anything can be the reason..
But when we think about “how a terrorist attack could be possible?”. There we get a small hope for the future light…Why cant we make the rules little more vigilant? Most State police forces remain understaffed, under trained and under equipped.. truely pathetic na?
On paper license are needed to buy and store explosive materials.but as being a common educated Indian do you think its soo hard for you to get all that????
Again ,all this have to be checked by proper authorities but are they doing that? Where will they get time for all this when they are too busy being in power and politics.. .

..Ofo ..Powercut!!!!Last year ,heavy rains in southeren India led to the south west monsoon ending with above average nation wide rainfall.In striking contrast this year large parts of the south suffers a drought..hmm…let it be..for that I don’t ve any solution …when we have spark inside who need electric illumination(thank god !! my laptop battery is full..he he )

I don’t even want to mention about all that happened in Lok sabha a few days back..
What the government and its leaders have not taken into account is that these reforms and changes they make do not depend merely on a numerical majority in the Lok sabha..
Why this government think Indians are idiots ??There are educated,non politicized Indians who still care for this nation,who welcome new changes,,. Don’t they think it is there responsibility atleast to convince this few about their decisions ???If all this deal aim at something that is really good and benefitial..ok let us whole heartedly agree..but why cant they convince us? Why cant they explain loudly n clearly that they r moving on a right path..hmmm…I doonoo….

Ok!Can we call it a day???
Feeling really tired…gushnite.. Have a nice sleep…(After all ,that’s d only panacea I can suggest.. he he)
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again here

Hiii

its me ,signing in again , after a longgggggggggggg break? When I last wrote the date was April 24 and now its July 23...if u ask me y, I will say I was busy n anyway u have to believe what I say .So why need so many explanations???...he he..
As usual am here to scribble something which am surely donno wat …n at present I ve gt nothing in my head(don t say as usual..he he)
Tomorrow I ve lot of stuffs to do..i have to work on my final sem project,I ve got some assignments from my sweet mom, in btw I ve to be with some of my frendzz ,n evening v ve some guest too..rlly busy na???
I donno if u ve heard ..world ‘s oldest blogger passed away( few days back) age 108 after posting a final message about singing “a happy song”in her nursing home... cool na?She had posted more than 70 entries on her blog since February 2007,sharing her thoughts on modern life and her experience living through the 20th century…
Anyway 2maro I ll read that blog for sure….this thing I cn be sure..he he..even if I didn’t touch my project or get scoldin from mom for not helping her...i wnt miss my frends n this blog which ve got my real intrst..what can I do ..i like to do only things which I ve some intrest in…..i belive in- wat u do, do it with ur full heart ,otherwise don’t bother to do

Monsoon again banging on my window. last time when I wrote about rain I ws in a beautiful valley with mist n mountains around ,painting my dreams in bold colours…
Now I feel so cozy to be at home..in my room..now d time is 6 in d morning..people who know me very well may raise up their eyebrows..ye ,am awake….if u ask me y,again d answer will be nothing..watever it is d thing is dat am simply awake in dis fine morning..with drizzly rain spotting shades of rainbow on my window pane …givin me a perfect setting to do wat I like most….dats why am here simply to make this time more dear…
do u know wat I miss most about my college..its dis rain…yday I told dis to one of my friends n she was laughing..i asked her to go n feel it there ..den only u ll get wat I mean…hmm.no no..no grumbling today..am not in a mood to grumble for anything..I am so happy n high in spirit with lot of energy bubbling in…
everyday I think about wat to write in my blog ..i am planning to go for bloggin everyday..donno if it ll be wrkin on d right way..anyway I am at home ,n have got enough time ..so wat else to do..?he he
am resuming this page after 7 hours…after writing all dat sunlit words I fell asleep…he he..and only nw I cud get time to write again….
Time going pretty fast … hours flying …and we r left to wonder…
Am hearin a song from “Race”,,pehle nazar,,,,nice one na??

Getting some msgs frm frends..its a real bliss to feel dat some one remembers u wen u least xpect it….
Oh..amma callin..let me go.. Endurance is essential n obedience is imperative to avoid catastrophe…he he..bye
Have lot to tell you.
.will catch u in this same space of mine ...sooonn…...
Take care
Bye
Athira
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)))when words are the only thing left((((

Perhaps this could have stayed unstated

Had my words turned to other things

Life would have quickened other strings

Words can strike codes of unknown music

Which we long to hear....

But now it s the time to say" bye "..with smile on ur lips,tears in ur eyes n silent sobbs from ur heart...

Stories untold,gifts unopened...we are leaving.....never ever will all be the same...

athira

(for more pics check www.myworld-athi-athi.blogspot.com )

hw will go frm dis blessed land..???

6 more days in my campus....

A short but long break....last i wrote on 15 march, nw its 24th april..

Today was our Farewell party..thus my so called campus life is coming to an end..........

From the time of my first memory i am a student n nw dat is goin to change..so fast, so swiftly dat even i cannot feel anything...i am the same but my role is anew,fresh....

Now i have more things to dream..wide horizon to achieve ..i donnoo what not...but ..but..i love to be a student ,it was very much safe n familiar.......its not only about not being a student anymore..but..

i am not at all in a gud mood to write..feeling bit low..may b d feelin of missing veryone and dis place playing trick on me...only nw i realize dat i ws very much close to all dis and.....i will miss evrything..even the yellow flowers in our hostel...i loved ech n evrything about dis campus and nw i ve only tears left to console ....parting is paining as usual..all these people ,buildings n nature was so interwined to me dat i could not accept that am going away from here...

in the first days of our college i was among the very few who liked this place and the only one who openly said"i love this campus"..its true that ,dis college is in a remote place ..more poetically we can say..tucked away from the rush n hush of cities into a beautiful valley with full of mist n dew drops....where green shades drapes the mountains to name it as nature..where rain pour into our heart n wind blow into our soul....this spirit..this i ll surely miss...n i cant believe dat its no more my "home far away from home"..from a student am moving into an alumini....from d present am moving to d past....All these r going to be memories ...memories to be framed n dey no more breath life.............................................hw sad...change are the only thing in the world that never change...

2 years ..hw fast it all went..the first days,tensions,excitment,dreams.... friends,hostel ,class , examz....in btw all these small words lies the world of mine which i loved a lot...here is the people i loved most next to my family...

i ll continue nxt day...feelin so low dat i fell downright for words..i cant put myself together to write..so many pictures rushing into my mind n lot of faces....miss you all....really miss these days.....it was quite wonderful to be together like dat, day n night.....dat may b y we all r so close ...love u ...

athira

explore........

Never in my life I felt so bad, being in a temple…I was frightened, I was confused ,I was disturbed ,I was ..I was literally blank in myself…
For me temple is d place of relief. .d place of calmness. .where every voice n noise, breeze n wind, rain n light ,got d power to pour rays of hope into your soul...rhythms dat soothes ur heart…chants makin u feel transperent..
..where I always keep my heart pure..where I always try to b my best…
evry steps we take is counted n ….…where we get lot of peace n calmness…an assurance of happiness n bright future..an invisible strength makin u feel better…
But…dis time it was different…………i saw lot of eyes ,with full of despair n hopelessnss written all over their face ..raising deir hands wen someone walks near ..dey might nt b hungry as dey get fud frm temple…but d life dey ve…wat dey might be xpectin to get?few shining coins of a world which castd dem away..most of dem r ill or old or too young ..
i saw a man with fish like scale coverin his skin…wat all thoughts he might ve in his heart,,,wat he might b praying…his life… pain of living…...we r waining over silly things asking god why dis to me but why are we not realisin dat we r lucky..as v usually see in junk forwards “ we r blessed..” i was not shocked to c such people in dis world but … d way d life has treated dem ,..its ssoo badd ....dey were cheated of their life..by everyone..even by d almighty,,,,why so much suffereings.so much pain..nt d physical pain alone but d mental agony he might b sufferin ….amma told me some disease caused because gods r displeased !!!!!I was frightend..is d god dis much cruel…NO.. dat cant be d right answer…nevr d right answer. …I was hurryin to get out of that place..wen I prayed I cudnt resist tears.why god?why all dis happens to one of us…n why d world including me treat dem like dis..n everythin goin in a flow dat we feel dat v cant do anythin..again d feelin of helplessness clutchin…I remembered d moral of an old story..god give some ,richness n happiness,some, poverty n pain ..d duty of man is to share ..if v r nt ready to share ..life bein a circle,wen v stand in pain no one will b with us to share their happiness…


Everyone is in search of their own identity..in their own way some knowingly some unknowingly…everyone wants to kno d secret of life..secret of human existence..secret of all supernatural powers..secret of gods n demons…..why ? how?..
Vivekananda said…don’t be attached to anything..evrythin dat man does n shud do, is his duty ..his karma..do his karma in d very best way he cud ,don thnk of rewards,don thnk of punishments…don be attached to anything ..nothin belongs to you n nothing will ever be…find d inner spirit where v cud find answers of everythin…be a seeker of knowledge…get d knowledge nt frm outside but from inside..from ur inner soul..where d real god live,,,d true bliss n peace will only stay where we ve d light of true spirit…let the inner fire glow…burning all our doubts.worries…evoke your spirit through concentrating your mind ..fill your thoughts with positive energy..do things dat make others happy ..emotions are transmitted ..when we r happy dat energy will spread..wen others r happy u naturally feel better…fill urself with positive notes.
Don’t blindly follow others but make some time to listen n observe….
Life is just a circle,everything in dis universe is a circle..we end where we start…sufferings n happiness are just two state of being ..don be too much into ur pains … dat ll never cease it but only burns it more…lot others ve gt much more worsen life..dey r livin it..dey r goin thru it..cos dey r strongr nt by birth but by life..living a life have got much more value dan we know or realize..its nt always about- be happy by ourself..thats for sure..so...live it no one else cud live ur life…explore your life cos ...do good,be good n don’t forget to define “good “ by yourself othrwise you ll feel chained….let ur life breath free!!!

live...live...

hii
today feb 16th..nothin special abt dis date...we all ve so many days wiped away frm our life without leavin behind anymark..its sometimes disturbin to think dat we live a full day in a way dat v ve nothin to remember..earlier i used to jot down somethin in my diary evryday..but aftr bein in hostel i didnt even get time to thnk abt my diary!!!..nw i kno its a part of life to always leave behind somthin, coz v don ve time or v ve more impotrnt things to do dan spendin time to make tokens of memeories......am goin home for study leave..donno y feel like missin d campus though feelin excited to b at home...humans r really queer..why v feel so contradicting emotions about the samethin at the same time..but dont u thnk dis contradictions make our life thrillin and sometimes worth leavin...always keepin some lnks here n there..some strings dat make u feel d pain wen some one pull..everythin counts in our life..each n evry moment countss..2day ve gt an internal xam(retail)..am rushin off..bye bye
no no..i vnt gone..don feel like studyin nw..after reachin home i ll upload some intrestin snaps which i likd...
ho..am nt feel like writin too..but anyway i ve no other options left..if i start sleepin nw i wont wake up 4 d xam..he he...wat a studious student!!!..
sometimes i think am being very much irresponsible but what is it like to be responsible ..he he..d ones who kno me ll say"xactly nt like u"he he..ok..i accept..but somehow i like to do evrythin in d last moment ..it ve gt its own way of fun..always doin thngs with a last minute of running around n panic..wat can i do..its d way i am..i always take resolution to b systematic but somehw it never works..still am workin on new plans to make me systematic..dont laugh ,one day i too ll b known as a very very systematic person..he he..but secretly i ll say...i like dis way...dis world dont ve any order,what happens around dont ve any order,our thoughts dont ve any order,past present n future don ve gt any order..den y shud we stress ourself by creatin an order to ourself which actually doesnt exist...am nt criticizin people who believ in order ,dey might ve created a world for themselves in which dey r perfectly happy n content..but for me its really tiring...but i do hate cluttered rooms n cluttered thoughts though both may give us lot of things to do and thnk...look ..again am contradictin..he he...human na?..
i ve read a book.."5 point someone "by chethan bhagat..gud work..he ve succeded in abstractin certain bare realities of life...hw v live a life totally carried away by certain things which v later think as dumb...v kno d meaningless of relationships which we bulit around ..still d way we cherish n treasure those strings as our life codes...coz without all dat v all bcome too free dat we donno hw to live..we all need strings ..to keep ourselves in d way v r...bt some make d codes too tight dat it suffocats n lead a life as mere puppets..i feel pity for those people ..it can b codes of loved ones,it can b codes of prejudice and attitude,it can be codes of religion n culture,it can b codes of education and status....whatever it is ,dont make those strings too tight dat binds ur thoughts n imaginations..coz thats d real way you have to live and thats 4 what you r really made for..its a fact dat we may nt b able to live in d fullest of our dreams but don b too harsh n blind to our glowin innerself dat plead for our glance...live !!!!!!!!

windy windy daysssssss

hi,
feelin great to b back ..hooo...frm 8 pm am tryin to get d net connected...am fed up nw...luk hw tech failures can scrample ones creative urge....he he....
i ve read a blog..by menakshi madhavan..its one of d most popular blog n penguin books r goin 2 publish it...mm...very different...don ask me if i likd it..my answer is short..only thing dat made me read is its "different"..ok leave it...
i ve lot n lot of things to write...jan 20 was my 22nd bday!!!!oh....did it sound too old....i don feel any change...but i tried to be a little bit serious..n ..don worry..hw can i change !!!!back in my paradise...

only thing i planned to do was to wake up a little earlier(its too bad if someone know dat i cant wake up b4 10 if dere s no class..)poor me...but i did woke up at 6 30 for 3 days but i found it utter boring..its reallyy great to sleep in d morning..

oh...last time i promised to write somethin about wind na?but crazy me its more than 2 weeks since dat...ok let me start..my campus is very beautiful...when i write the word i mean it...B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L....Wind is somethin seasonal here like rain..bt for me more dan rain it was a feeling of moments..moments dat made me thnk about somethin i ve never thought of....don ask me wat it is?i wont tell u...he he...its nice to keep secrets ..
ok comin back to wind..do u kno wat is wind?i ve d answer!!!
Wind is the movement of air over the surface of the Earth, from areas of high pressure to low pressure. But what causes the changes in pressure? There are a few concepts that we will have to explore to find exactly how this works, but ultimately all the energy on our planet comes from the Sun.
The Sun gives out all sorts of radiation, including heat and light energy, and is so powerful that it radiates 170,000,000 GW of energy to the Earth! Thats more energy in a second than all the electricity used in the UK in a month! When this energy reaches the Earth, the ground and other surfaces absorb it, and heat the surrounding air. It's these differences in temperature, together with the rotation of our planet, that create the wind.
got it babe???if ur answer is no...ok...come n join me..am feelin d same...he he... i don actually wanna 2 speak scientifically abt wind..dere r so many to explain n define...to me

bashing wind dat brings my soul out
thrashin my thoughts to fine tuned dest
smashing all stupid egos into a dot
clash clash clash..wat s dat???

where is my clutterd thoughts
rare is the spark i got from my doubts
there i got my hit from the clouds
care not those sparklin diamonds
clash clash clash..wat s dat???

never felt so strangely strong
river might have felt it long
mere slashes dat cut me gong
air just air ..clash clash clash.....

he he got somethin???dont dare to ask me... i felt d power of wind..thats it...its too strong bashing u to stay still..u can feel ur spirit thrashing to fly..fly...n fly...
but...over..its over...as some 2day told me"seasons change."..wind is gone...hey ,4get to write my fav book is Gone with the Wind...when i read it 5 yrs back ..i though of d title only as an expression of helplessness...like a feather who hve no option other than to float with the wind...but nw i see d power of wind dat could carry u away..miles away from ur world...but is it ok??only sometimes..na?u don always feel like goin away frm our world...right?d wrld we live in is actually somethin v ve created by ourself..though v don kno hw n wen v created ..its lik dat....n silently we love our world...coz here v r happy....even wen v don always call dis happinesss....hey,its happiness yaarr...why cant v understand dat....we all are stupids includin me...he he....
am feelin really sleppy..that may b y am typin all rubbish...he he...bt am nt goin 2 say soorryyy...i don lik dat word..though i may use it 10 times a day...
ok ok...byyee..let me goo...2maro am goin home..only 2day i came ....he he.....i love myyy homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........
i ve lot of things more to write ....ok catch u soon...
gud night...swet dreamzzz
athi

snaps...

hii
its me again..time 2 47 pm..no class..i don ve any plan to write ..nothin is there...feelin little bit gloomy ..doono y...hmm....ok...let me show u some snaps..don sayin dat its great...but as its taken by me its fav for me...he he....

Two snaps from my bedside window......my misty world.....(3 pm)

here comes some more....i love dis world......

in evryones life ther will b moments like dis....dim bt beautiful..

what shud i write abt dis...

dis s my fav one..donno y...still dat moment breath....

y clarity to express?????....cant u feel life here...chillness of breeze warmin our heart....

....sunny days...

time to go....only now i gt a wonderful theme n hmmm.....let me begin it b4 i 4get..its nt abt soothing ,caring breeze....but abt mind blowin wind...it wont sooth u bt just make you 4get ...4get evrythin with its slap...i donno hw am goin to make you feel d wind...raindrops can b felt just with its twinkle but winddd??he he..let me take d challeng to make u feel d windd....huiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

d wrd wind may nt b very much attractive bt d feeel is soooooooo differnt dat ...it ll carry u to anther wrld...oh no..not nwwwww......i wanna read something abt wind ...den let me find out wat others thnk abt it...he he....so catch u soon..

athira

oh dis song is ssooo nice.. ..aararum kanthe ..(chandhrolsevem)...nt frm d moon ..am listenin 2 it...he he

hey thankuuu ..nw i m feelin great.!!!!...ve gt classs nw....bye byeeeee....

a starter...

hii
back 2 my campus ...holidays was just superb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!home sweet home...where in dis wrld can i b dis much happyyyyyy...miss you allllllllllllllllllllll out there.......
ohh..forgot !!!HAPPY NEWYEAR...2008...figure seems to be really strange...but i kno like b4 it s just for few days..\
....one more year withered away...leaving behind a bunch of memories...n lot of moments to cherish...to me 2007 was a year of continunce....in a strange way i feel that a lot from the year 06 lingered with last yr...like beeds in a string.....usually evry newyear start with lot of resolution but dis time i was trying hard not to make any....now i feel really good...i dont ve to do something for d sake of keeping some promises which i ve givn to myself..(DONT GIVE PROMISES WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY AND DONT TAKE DECISIONS WHEN YOU ARE SAD)
when we break promises it is very easy to find excuse..if d promises are gvn to others its again much more easy, to convince others n ourself with excuses...but if its gvn to ourself its pretty dificult to convince ......thats d way i feel...n am very good at breaking promises..also an excellnt excuse builder....But i know which r d promises dat r nt 2 be broken at all n those promises which are excusable for making excuses...he he
wat a mess am typin in..i donnoo...actually am really tired n wanna sleep.but i wanna write somethin 2day itself coz dis is my frst day of dis year in my campus...first days are days tat to b marked ...na?dont you agree...??ok...if not.leave it......it dosnt matter either way...
sooo byee..catch u soonnn
hey 08,goin to b with u for one yr..hope both of us ve a great time together ....Looking forward for bright mornings,cheery faces n lot of happy flowers that can bring lot more colours to me...

athira