exam result..

hiiii....a small gap..na?no probz ..am baack with my sillyyyyyyy thoughts...
today ....mm....fine day!!!!1st sem result came...hoo....i ve never been dis much tensd...n made soo many resolutions in seconds....he he...mm..anyway am in..he he
byee

some more.."words"

He he
..u kno some of my frendzzz told me dat am too much into the “rain” here…I kno words feel so lifeless but wat can I do….then too no probz…let me be silent of those magic water beeds…can I ??he he…donno…..silence can speak soo much na?...
why our mind wander ..are they clouds?....just a picture can turn in so much pages of our life back…a song can draw so many moments together…a smell can make a life alive before you…mm…great…we r something na?..i love songs n enjoy music…they can give u rhythm which u r unknown of in your life atleast for few minutes…that may be why everyone turns to their own world when a nice song plays…everyone have their own moments to cherish,faces to remember and a world to miss…can a music brings back a life??may b…I ve read many artcles saying so..music has got healing power..miraculous responses from various dying patients….and many researches probing into those scientific backups n proofs.....studies on going…devoleping newer and newer methods and techniques….mm…good
But to me music has nothing to do with medicines or illness… it’s a rhythm.. a handful of meaningful words that can touch your heart ..stringed together in beautiful notes making your mind wander more..making your foot tap unknowingly…making you miss something which you donno…but filling in you a calmness and joy ..makng you more confident and giving you a feeling which you cant express…..
He he..hoo….am goin around n around..its so simple n short I like songs and love music coz it gives me steady beats to breath n think…ho..wen I wrote the word “think” don get a picture of a serious thinker..he he..its just making your mind wander in its own way but with a defnite rhythm….
Bye bye..goin to ve examz ….wanna study something..he he..let me go..otherwise I ll sit here scribbling all those silly silly (but big things for me)things ….dont think anyone reading all this will evr imagine that am a business student….hoo….but I am one… and happy to be one…its all about how we see the world…
Dated July 16, 2007..Tuesday -2 49 pm……

Rain....rain.....rain




Rain is everythin to me..loves it in evry mood..evry secon ..n just like that, mis it in each n evry moment..i love rain.. just, just ,love it..the feelin it brings in is expressionless...


...capturin the beauty in a flash of sec.....let me share frm my collection....















this is where my campus starts....the world where i live nw...isnt it enchantin?..















Look!!!!! How lucky to njoy d mist filld rainydays always (snap frm my class..he he).............beautiful..nnaa?????











... d charm it lenders make all speechless..


...Even a droplet can show us a world...
















its more green than it looks...in front of my tharavde..













...n d nostalgic moments near our pond.....













Rain! Rain! Let it rain!
Let the rain wash away the pain.
No furious thunder frightens me..

Flashing across the sky,
not my angry gestures..
But my dreamzz..
That was kept inside.

Rain! Rain! Let it rain!
Let the rain wash off...
Make my dreams fresh.
Heavy raindrops,
Pouring down to the ground..
Fresh breeze let me smile...
That was held inside
Rain! Rain! Let it rain!
Rain! Rain! Let it rain!


athira..

hii..it was a bit too big gap na?don think there is any need for a pretty sorry..he he..iys anyway a more than a month...u know i was little busy with project ..was in blore for 1 month ..had nice time there with my frendzz...u kno everytime i plan to scribble somethin in dis blog n somthing or other will cam ein btw..even nw am feelin really sleepy.hhoo..wat a me!!!!he hei wa sleepin frm 5 oo to 8 oo ..n again am sayi i wanna sleep..hoo....wat to do here climate is little bit temptin...i was nt a day sleepe wen i came here but....anyway am better than my frendzz..!!
i was planning to include some snaps n all in dis post..bt nw not in the right moodd...ve got a bday grl next door..waitin to b 12.00..he he..this are some new funs i learnd in hostl life..its so xcitin to c a group of howling frnd smashin tomato,egg,paste n wat s not ther,all over you...n a wash in is chilly water in mdnight..hehe...little bit scary too..but realy funny....like a big push to the new year...
i donno hw eevryone feels in ones bday.i always use to make a 100s of resolutions which i sincerly promise to follow..bt don ask me wat i did..bt i lik bday....dis yr i was thinkin again n again wow am 21 ...bt i didnt felt any diff...it was d same me...it was fun trying to feel diff n finally to realize its quite impossibl 2 feel d changs ..bye ve to go!!

somethin special happend....

hoo heee heiiii......its meee...yday i couldnt completee wat i was writin cozzzz of a sudden attack frm my dear frendzz....he he...we had planned not to use laptops for oneday n i used d laptop breakin d rulezz..u kno i ve got such a wonderful memory dat everyone is gettin crazy abt me ...ooppss crazy at me...he he....am sometimes such an irresponsible thing...not always ok?not creating big problems bt little little troubles...bt wats life if dere's no little trouble makers like me around...ohhh....am nt a trouble maker ok?i think am makin a picture dat am a big troublesome girl....hope am not .....don ask my frendzzzzzz....he he..

today was a nice day...i got a cal frm one of myy oldd frend.....n nw doin btech....mmm...felt pretty thrilled hearin her voice again ..after so many years....she was taken aback wen i recognised her frm d first hi......so my memory is nt dat much bad..he he...bt its d sameee voice i used to hear frm d childhood..she was my pal frm 2nd std to 8...n after dat she went to delhi with her parents n i losed touch....missed her a lot in dose days n it was pretty difficult for me to place anyone else in her place though i was always in d midst off soo many frendzz...but...years made all those just childhood memeories....i donno...nwdays i remebered her only wen i saw d old snaps n old frendzz...bt wen i heard her voice sudenly a lot of frames rushed in....ohh..hw cud i 4get her like dat..she teached me to ride bycycle n had lot n lot n lot of fun 2gether dat i can never think of all dat days with out her along with me..always shoutin at me...she always ordered n i never obeyed...fighted over everything came across..n wen i laughed at eevrythin around she was d type who took all d silly matters to her head...only 10 min we talked..not even kno frm where she gt my no....anyway she is comin to kerala...comin here for d first time after she left ..long 8 years....mmmmmmmmm.....she s sooooo xcited abt comin here n sound sooo happy...y she took dis much years to come back??donno...i neevr thought dat she is comin here for d first time after she left n wen i complained she was laughin n said its for seein me dat she is comin.......he he....i felt really thrilled.....did i missed her?..nw i felt like i missed her all d way ....

hw will she look like nw ?will she recognise me??ha ha......don ve her email id nanyway nw i ve her no...n 2maro or dayafter 2mro she is comin..n i can c her only after 28th ..hmmm... she was a single daughter n i cant remember her parents face...i ve seen dem only very few times..she was with her grand ma..dey tuk her to delhi after her grandma died..she was d first one i gave my phone number n d first frend i talked thru phone..he he...if i m goin to scribble down each n evrythin ...its goin to b really longgg......he he.....anyway nw am feeelinn soo happy thinkin abt myyy dear friend ..coming back ...

she dont even asked me y i didnt tried to contact her...she was soo excited to hear my voice n said my voice has totally changed n d only thing she can trace back to old athira is my laugh...she used to call me athuusss....n d first thing she said is hii athuuuss... n it clicked....hooooo....i kno am being a liitle bit over excited...bt wat to do...am like dis...

n i like being like dis.....hw much stupidous n dry it will be if i m nt havin any feelin n emotion wen i hear my frend's voice after 7 yrs...hooo.....thank god am not like dat...n thank god once more for makin her also not like dat...he he...she said she will carry all d snaps of all d years we missed...mm...i ll also show her my snaps...hoo..she ll b really surprised to c my snap with specs...ha ha...she had got specs n hated it like hell...n me always callin her "kannadykary"wen she is angry..it irritates her like anythin ....oohh...i simply rememebr all dose moments soo clear....oh i 4get //.i didnt asked whetehr still she is wearin dat....

byee..take care...ve to go to class....n today don thin i ve anythin else to write...n if i go on i ll write only about us....

athi

one day..

one more day is vanishing......few hours left...he he...donn worry am nt in a bad mood...i don simply like dat days r to end like that..its really sad dat each days r goin soo fast..mm...for some it may bring happines//it depends na?.bt for me????he eh..actually i dono...so leave dat matter for nw...
ye..wat to write?mm..ye..2day was a very usual sort of day..but laughed a lot...don even remeber for wat i laughed bt its true dat i didnt even gt time to think abt anythin ..just talkin n talkin with my frendzz....i love dem a lot..i cant even think of a hostel life without dem...hooo..
my roomates r realy cooollllllll..dono wat else to write..we all get togetehr soooo well dat sometimes we 4get dat we r in a hostel!!!!
ohh goshhhhh.....i ve to gooo...wil catch u later..wil tell d reason later byeeeeeee