hi,
feelin great to b back ..hooo...frm 8 pm am tryin to get d net connected...am fed up nw...luk hw tech failures can scrample ones creative urge....he he....
i ve read a blog..by menakshi madhavan..its one of d most popular blog n penguin books r goin 2 publish it...mm...very different...don ask me if i likd it..my answer is short..only thing dat made me read is its "different"..ok leave it...
i ve lot n lot of things to write...jan 20 was my 22nd bday!!!!oh....did it sound too old....i don feel any change...but i tried to be a little bit serious..n ..don worry..hw can i change !!!!back in my paradise...
only thing i planned to do was to wake up a little earlier(its too bad if someone know dat i cant wake up b4 10 if dere s no class..)poor me...but i did woke up at 6 30 for 3 days but i found it utter boring..its reallyy great to sleep in d morning..
oh...last time i promised to write somethin about wind na?but crazy me its more than 2 weeks since dat...ok let me start..my campus is very beautiful...when i write the word i mean it...B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L....Wind is somethin seasonal here like rain..bt for me more dan rain it was a feeling of moments..moments dat made me thnk about somethin i ve never thought of....don ask me wat it is?i wont tell u...he he...its nice to keep secrets ..
ok comin back to wind..do u kno wat is wind?i ve d answer!!!
Wind is the movement of air over the surface of the Earth, from areas of high pressure to low pressure. But what causes the changes in pressure? There are a few concepts that we will have to explore to find exactly how this works, but ultimately all the energy on our planet comes from the Sun.
The Sun gives out all sorts of radiation, including heat and light energy, and is so powerful that it radiates 170,000,000 GW of energy to the Earth! Thats more energy in a second than all the electricity used in the UK in a month! When this energy reaches the Earth, the ground and other surfaces absorb it, and heat the surrounding air. It's these differences in temperature, together with the rotation of our planet, that create the wind.
got it babe???if ur answer is no...ok...come n join me..am feelin d same...he he... i don actually wanna 2 speak scientifically abt wind..dere r so many to explain n define...to me
bashing wind dat brings my soul out
thrashin my thoughts to fine tuned dest
smashing all stupid egos into a dot
clash clash clash..wat s dat???
where is my clutterd thoughts
rare is the spark i got from my doubts
there i got my hit from the clouds
care not those sparklin diamonds
clash clash clash..wat s dat???
never felt so strangely strong
river might have felt it long
mere slashes dat cut me gong
air just air ..clash clash clash.....
he he got somethin???dont dare to ask me... i felt d power of wind..thats it...its too strong bashing u to stay still..u can feel ur spirit thrashing to fly..fly...n fly...
but...over..its over...as some 2day told me"seasons change."..wind is gone...hey ,4get to write my fav book is Gone with the Wind...when i read it 5 yrs back ..i though of d title only as an expression of helplessness...like a feather who hve no option other than to float with the wind...but nw i see d power of wind dat could carry u away..miles away from ur world...but is it ok??only sometimes..na?u don always feel like goin away frm our world...right?d wrld we live in is actually somethin v ve created by ourself..though v don kno hw n wen v created ..its lik dat....n silently we love our world...coz here v r happy....even wen v don always call dis happinesss....hey,its happiness yaarr...why cant v understand dat....we all are stupids includin me...he he....
am feelin really sleppy..that may b y am typin all rubbish...he he...bt am nt goin 2 say soorryyy...i don lik dat word..though i may use it 10 times a day...
ok ok...byyee..let me goo...2maro am goin home..only 2day i came ....he he.....i love myyy homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........
i ve lot of things more to write ....ok catch u soon...
gud night...swet dreamzzz
athi
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Monday, January 7, 2008
Sunday, January 6, 2008
snaps...
hii
its me again..time 2 47 pm..no class..i don ve any plan to write ..nothin is there...feelin little bit gloomy ..doono y...hmm....ok...let me show u some snaps..don sayin dat its great...but as its taken by me its fav for me...he he....
here comes some more....i love dis world......
time to go....only now i gt a wonderful theme n hmmm.....let me begin it b4 i 4get..its nt abt soothing ,caring breeze....but abt mind blowin wind...it wont sooth u bt just make you 4get ...4get evrythin with its slap...i donno hw am goin to make you feel d wind...raindrops can b felt just with its twinkle but winddd??he he..let me take d challeng to make u feel d windd....huiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
its me again..time 2 47 pm..no class..i don ve any plan to write ..nothin is there...feelin little bit gloomy ..doono y...hmm....ok...let me show u some snaps..don sayin dat its great...but as its taken by me its fav for me...he he....
Two snaps from my bedside window......my misty world.....(3 pm)
here comes some more....i love dis world......
in evryones life ther will b moments like dis....dim bt beautiful..
what shud i write abt dis...
dis s my fav one..donno y...still dat moment breath....
y clarity to express?????....cant u feel life here...chillness of breeze warmin our heart....
....sunny days...
time to go....only now i gt a wonderful theme n hmmm.....let me begin it b4 i 4get..its nt abt soothing ,caring breeze....but abt mind blowin wind...it wont sooth u bt just make you 4get ...4get evrythin with its slap...i donno hw am goin to make you feel d wind...raindrops can b felt just with its twinkle but winddd??he he..let me take d challeng to make u feel d windd....huiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
d wrd wind may nt b very much attractive bt d feeel is soooooooo differnt dat ...it ll carry u to anther wrld...oh no..not nwwwww......i wanna read something abt wind ...den let me find out wat others thnk abt it...he he....so catch u soon..
athira
oh dis song is ssooo nice.. ..aararum kanthe ..(chandhrolsevem)...nt frm d moon ..am listenin 2 it...he he
hey thankuuu ..nw i m feelin great.!!!!...ve gt classs nw....bye byeeeee....
Saturday, January 5, 2008
a starter...
hii
back 2 my campus ...holidays was just superb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!home sweet home...where in dis wrld can i b dis much happyyyyyy...miss you allllllllllllllllllllll out there.......
ohh..forgot !!!HAPPY NEWYEAR...2008...figure seems to be really strange...but i kno like b4 it s just for few days..\
....one more year withered away...leaving behind a bunch of memories...n lot of moments to cherish...to me 2007 was a year of continunce....in a strange way i feel that a lot from the year 06 lingered with last yr...like beeds in a string.....usually evry newyear start with lot of resolution but dis time i was trying hard not to make any....now i feel really good...i dont ve to do something for d sake of keeping some promises which i ve givn to myself..(DONT GIVE PROMISES WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY AND DONT TAKE DECISIONS WHEN YOU ARE SAD)
when we break promises it is very easy to find excuse..if d promises are gvn to others its again much more easy, to convince others n ourself with excuses...but if its gvn to ourself its pretty dificult to convince ......thats d way i feel...n am very good at breaking promises..also an excellnt excuse builder....But i know which r d promises dat r nt 2 be broken at all n those promises which are excusable for making excuses...he he
wat a mess am typin in..i donnoo...actually am really tired n wanna sleep.but i wanna write somethin 2day itself coz dis is my frst day of dis year in my campus...first days are days tat to b marked ...na?dont you agree...??ok...if not.leave it......it dosnt matter either way...
sooo byee..catch u soonnn
hey 08,goin to b with u for one yr..hope both of us ve a great time together ....Looking forward for bright mornings,cheery faces n lot of happy flowers that can bring lot more colours to me...
athira
back 2 my campus ...holidays was just superb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!home sweet home...where in dis wrld can i b dis much happyyyyyy...miss you allllllllllllllllllllll out there.......
ohh..forgot !!!HAPPY NEWYEAR...2008...figure seems to be really strange...but i kno like b4 it s just for few days..\
....one more year withered away...leaving behind a bunch of memories...n lot of moments to cherish...to me 2007 was a year of continunce....in a strange way i feel that a lot from the year 06 lingered with last yr...like beeds in a string.....usually evry newyear start with lot of resolution but dis time i was trying hard not to make any....now i feel really good...i dont ve to do something for d sake of keeping some promises which i ve givn to myself..(DONT GIVE PROMISES WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY AND DONT TAKE DECISIONS WHEN YOU ARE SAD)
when we break promises it is very easy to find excuse..if d promises are gvn to others its again much more easy, to convince others n ourself with excuses...but if its gvn to ourself its pretty dificult to convince ......thats d way i feel...n am very good at breaking promises..also an excellnt excuse builder....But i know which r d promises dat r nt 2 be broken at all n those promises which are excusable for making excuses...he he
wat a mess am typin in..i donnoo...actually am really tired n wanna sleep.but i wanna write somethin 2day itself coz dis is my frst day of dis year in my campus...first days are days tat to b marked ...na?dont you agree...??ok...if not.leave it......it dosnt matter either way...
sooo byee..catch u soonnn
hey 08,goin to b with u for one yr..hope both of us ve a great time together ....Looking forward for bright mornings,cheery faces n lot of happy flowers that can bring lot more colours to me...
athira
Thursday, December 20, 2007
we r really brave n wise!!!!
hiiii...me again with handful of words to express a sea of thoughtss..hmm...i never ever started typing with this much confused mind ..i ve written when i ve nothin in my mind but nw when i ve got somethin to say i fell short of words....can i call it irony....mm..naaaaa...irony is something differnt ..may be not..ok let me stop myself f rom beating round d bush...
i was busy with some books dat i couldnt catch up some time to add something to dis little space of mine..n really happy to kno dat i ve got some readers too...
...evry second we r planning strategies for resistance...what do u think abt dis...hey don read fast..think...does any code striked??????...when i read dis i first thought it as absurd...in life evryone is trying in someway or other to find newer wiser n right methods for resisting something they don like...thats ,d right kind of resistance dat it gves d desired result...don start staring at this words ..not written by me anyway..he he...from Arundhithi roy's "an ordinary persons guide to empire"...i would consider it as a book that disturbed me a lot..its all about how the human rights of millions are thrashed by an unquestioned empire for just feeding its greed..n all d resistance people show are on vein..in this world of globalization neoliberlisation( n what not!!) can we call poverty a crime..a destiny for some..donno..may be...but when i read those pages i felt so much energy to react n when i closed d book i found myself helplesss...just HELPLESS....the emptiness of life gets u filled with such a feeling that you find yourself behind somany closed doors n chained cages....if i start writing about that book i could fill pages..but i don think that actually matters much for anyone ...we all know whats happening around but we donno d right way of resistance ,right way of reacting...but if u get time n got intrest do read d book..i assure it s not very much intresting like a fiction but it have got something in "substance"..n after u finish u wont feel like spending time on a dumb book..their is nothing new but the way it make you feel is defently new...anyway i felt something dats new to me..after i read dat book i couldnt spend more dan 5 minutes on a fiction!!!how could i read something dat doesnt make me equipped to face d world...d real world..
its really confusing..is d man n his complex mind dat matters or d society n sufferings .....may be both....anyway am not goin to drag on the topic as some of u may have guessed "empire means US."...this world of us is in a real mess..atleast i hope we all ll be luckly selfish enough to live happily in our safe n secure space...but is it right???to feel uncared undisturbed n unmoved when millions are suffering cos we r silently obeying n approvin a system that even we don agree with...we r withour glowing star guiding us safe ...but can we just ignore the painful pitiful cry of millions who don ve a piece of cloth to cover their bleeding wound..who don ve strenghth to utter a cry...countless children who don even understand what is happeng except the pain they feel coz of hunger n wounds...cant we do something..atleast a small step..by giving some NGOs an d charity trust some donations are we trying to wash off our responsiblity....when we tastliy chew a choclate n laugh their are millions who only kno the taste of hunger,touch of pain n smell of blood n fire...waiting prayfully for the slow painful death....thats their only escape....
am goin..ve got class of consumer behaviour..How consumers behave before making a purchasing decison..very important for a MBA graduate...why people make so many fuss before making purchase of some goods ..why cant we spare a little time before accepting ideas that r forced to us by someone who only know the word of business money n power...are nt we wise enough??????may be weee r toooo wise n realllllyy brave!!!!!
i was busy with some books dat i couldnt catch up some time to add something to dis little space of mine..n really happy to kno dat i ve got some readers too...
...evry second we r planning strategies for resistance...what do u think abt dis...hey don read fast..think...does any code striked??????...when i read dis i first thought it as absurd...in life evryone is trying in someway or other to find newer wiser n right methods for resisting something they don like...thats ,d right kind of resistance dat it gves d desired result...don start staring at this words ..not written by me anyway..he he...from Arundhithi roy's "an ordinary persons guide to empire"...i would consider it as a book that disturbed me a lot..its all about how the human rights of millions are thrashed by an unquestioned empire for just feeding its greed..n all d resistance people show are on vein..in this world of globalization neoliberlisation( n what not!!) can we call poverty a crime..a destiny for some..donno..may be...but when i read those pages i felt so much energy to react n when i closed d book i found myself helplesss...just HELPLESS....the emptiness of life gets u filled with such a feeling that you find yourself behind somany closed doors n chained cages....if i start writing about that book i could fill pages..but i don think that actually matters much for anyone ...we all know whats happening around but we donno d right way of resistance ,right way of reacting...but if u get time n got intrest do read d book..i assure it s not very much intresting like a fiction but it have got something in "substance"..n after u finish u wont feel like spending time on a dumb book..their is nothing new but the way it make you feel is defently new...anyway i felt something dats new to me..after i read dat book i couldnt spend more dan 5 minutes on a fiction!!!how could i read something dat doesnt make me equipped to face d world...d real world..
its really confusing..is d man n his complex mind dat matters or d society n sufferings .....may be both....anyway am not goin to drag on the topic as some of u may have guessed "empire means US."...this world of us is in a real mess..atleast i hope we all ll be luckly selfish enough to live happily in our safe n secure space...but is it right???to feel uncared undisturbed n unmoved when millions are suffering cos we r silently obeying n approvin a system that even we don agree with...we r withour glowing star guiding us safe ...but can we just ignore the painful pitiful cry of millions who don ve a piece of cloth to cover their bleeding wound..who don ve strenghth to utter a cry...countless children who don even understand what is happeng except the pain they feel coz of hunger n wounds...cant we do something..atleast a small step..by giving some NGOs an d charity trust some donations are we trying to wash off our responsiblity....when we tastliy chew a choclate n laugh their are millions who only kno the taste of hunger,touch of pain n smell of blood n fire...waiting prayfully for the slow painful death....thats their only escape....
am goin..ve got class of consumer behaviour..How consumers behave before making a purchasing decison..very important for a MBA graduate...why people make so many fuss before making purchase of some goods ..why cant we spare a little time before accepting ideas that r forced to us by someone who only know the word of business money n power...are nt we wise enough??????may be weee r toooo wise n realllllyy brave!!!!!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
lock urself....
hiiii,,,,,,again a small gap na?but its ok .....small gaps always gives us a space to breath n thnk,,,so its meee,,back again with lottt of newwwww thoughtssss nn brightttt colourss,,don wonder why am typin everythin twicee,,..as far as iknow i ll truely say there is no other reason dan a naive joy to press dis keys ,,he.. he ,ok let me come to d subject....in truth nt much subjects to talk abt,,, as ive lotof time in hand n as i don feel like slepin nor readin anythin,..n freinds also bein very busy sleepin ,dis s d only option left for poor me,.......so once again divin into my favourite world...........wat will write abt???? ...ok .............i had found a very nice snap ..one sec i ll show u...ye dis d one....wat do u thnk abt dis....dull....i ll rather call it ....
.locked up memories!!!!
hw will we feel if we ve nothin to remeember....nothin sweet nor sad to memorise...no moments to cherish....as human we all ve dat ..moments..but wat if we forget everythin...doctors call it Alzhemier...a small degradation of some of d cellss which we r unknown abt...hw can it all be justified...to me its just like death..a person who was alive ..who was in flesh n bones..sudenly goes..where he go..why he go...no on eknows..just like dat memory dies...hooo..wat a situation!!even wen i forget small small things i worry a lot, screamin at myself..ohhh hw cud i 4get daattt...but can u ver imagine a situation wen we r blank..nt even knowin dat we have 4gotten somethin or everythin.....its nt evrythinreally...for those who r affected they can memorise some snapshots from their life n thats all wat dey ve gott....but hw dey ll be feelin..don dey get confusedd..hw much irritated dey might feell...d frustration distress anxiety....pathetic...truly patheticc... whyyy whyy all diss.....i always believe in d quotes" whatever happens happens for gud"but there r points in our life where we stand puzzled not knowin hw to justify all dat happens around....n just wat to think abt all this.........it is easy for us to go on forgettin all dis...that too a special gft ...... moving away from all dis ..pushin all dis thoughts back to d confused clutter rooms in ourselves....let all those chaos stay there...strawl forward searchin for peace n happiness.....hope dat we ll ever find dat....(if 4getting somethin means happiness then we can all be happy..thats life..d bare truth.. .)
Thursday, September 13, 2007
nothin much....
hi
a bit tooo long gap ..na?anyway i don think it will make any differnce...afterall am goin to write and it was always me...mm...
ye,am nt in a gud mood either to write nor to read anythin ..but as i always said i hate to sit idle..thats why tuk dis page to scribble somethin n don thnk i cud do it in a nice way...i was actually plannin to spend dis day to read something n tuk lot of buks frm library but ...donno don feel like readin..yday finshed a buk."half a life "by v n naipaul..gud wrk though nt feel comfortable with d basic thread...style is simple n expressive...hehe..don think who is dis gal to crticize a nobel prize winner....anyway am a reader of dat buk na..ve gt d right to like it n turn it down...just like we say beauty lies in d eyes of beholder ..dis likeness also lies in d character,perception,attittude and outlook of d reader....d buk was crowded around a single character who himself is unclear abt himself and his life..an extraction of a character frm d days of indian independence..who saw himself as a stranger from all the great happenings in d world ..who strayed away from india in d name of education..who got a spirit tangled with conflicts of missionary education and indian culture...who spend a life in d great britan n in africa..n frm wat i gathered he gt nothin out of his experience...n neither we....simply a life..wat d character missed is he never ever get surprised of anything..hw can it b possible?..everythin comes in d way ..he accepts it..he decides as he go ...n never, not even in a single moment he is surprised...nt successful ..nt a failure..n simply nothing....i doono..anyway its nt my kind of cake...but readable ...
donno wat the hell am goin to write in dis page today...feel so much disturbed...
but not goin to say bye..i ve some more time in hand ..n nothin much to do..its almost 7 30 now..n ve to go n ve dinner...mm that too nt very much invitin....he he.....its raining outside n may be a walk can do some wonder to me....let me try ...
i always held a passion for books n love to read..i feel irritated wen people say as though they r boasting "i don read"....it is just like a song...na?..mm...who am i to say dat...intrest differ..individual prefernces differ...i always think i shudnt crticize people who r diffrnt frm me..but it may be human to luk with suspicion at those who r diffrnt...am nt an exception...he he...
.den too i like people who read..somehow i always assign a lot of respect to dem even if dey r nothin to d world..for me readin a buk is like goin thru a differnt life..an experience...its living another ones life...am being too much empathetic?he he...hope nt...but its nice to ve a feel of feelin a little grown up after reading a gud buk..
ohh..friendss callin me..let me rush upp..bye bye..
a bit tooo long gap ..na?anyway i don think it will make any differnce...afterall am goin to write and it was always me...mm...
ye,am nt in a gud mood either to write nor to read anythin ..but as i always said i hate to sit idle..thats why tuk dis page to scribble somethin n don thnk i cud do it in a nice way...i was actually plannin to spend dis day to read something n tuk lot of buks frm library but ...donno don feel like readin..yday finshed a buk."half a life "by v n naipaul..gud wrk though nt feel comfortable with d basic thread...style is simple n expressive...hehe..don think who is dis gal to crticize a nobel prize winner....anyway am a reader of dat buk na..ve gt d right to like it n turn it down...just like we say beauty lies in d eyes of beholder ..dis likeness also lies in d character,perception,attittude and outlook of d reader....d buk was crowded around a single character who himself is unclear abt himself and his life..an extraction of a character frm d days of indian independence..who saw himself as a stranger from all the great happenings in d world ..who strayed away from india in d name of education..who got a spirit tangled with conflicts of missionary education and indian culture...who spend a life in d great britan n in africa..n frm wat i gathered he gt nothin out of his experience...n neither we....simply a life..wat d character missed is he never ever get surprised of anything..hw can it b possible?..everythin comes in d way ..he accepts it..he decides as he go ...n never, not even in a single moment he is surprised...nt successful ..nt a failure..n simply nothing....i doono..anyway its nt my kind of cake...but readable ...
donno wat the hell am goin to write in dis page today...feel so much disturbed...
but not goin to say bye..i ve some more time in hand ..n nothin much to do..its almost 7 30 now..n ve to go n ve dinner...mm that too nt very much invitin....he he.....its raining outside n may be a walk can do some wonder to me....let me try ...
i always held a passion for books n love to read..i feel irritated wen people say as though they r boasting "i don read"....it is just like a song...na?..mm...who am i to say dat...intrest differ..individual prefernces differ...i always think i shudnt crticize people who r diffrnt frm me..but it may be human to luk with suspicion at those who r diffrnt...am nt an exception...he he...
.den too i like people who read..somehow i always assign a lot of respect to dem even if dey r nothin to d world..for me readin a buk is like goin thru a differnt life..an experience...its living another ones life...am being too much empathetic?he he...hope nt...but its nice to ve a feel of feelin a little grown up after reading a gud buk..
ohh..friendss callin me..let me rush upp..bye bye..
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