Some movies make you delighted,jovial,confused,sad,disturbed or bored..list may go on as emotions itself never ends nor the link it having with us ,"humans"..ye,movies like books play with our emotions ,making us empathize towards the characters..inacting the role in our heart a hundread times ..

But,the last movie i watched simply shook me up..it made me think how little we uses the big life we got just coz we (think)dont have little time..Its again one more fiction -2012.It made me think so many time ,what if world ends like that?
I got just 2 more years..all got just two more years..
We had an intresting discussion abt dis movie at hostel which i really wanna share with you...nw have to go..will catch u soon..

"wise thoughts"

Life is not something very easy to solve. Life is not very east to fight. Yet everyone finish his or her life in their own way in the limited time. At some point of time some remains happy n others miserable .The reason for all those happiness n misery is unknown n we give that to almighty .All the unknown things goes to him to define n explain.

At some day I might reach up, to hear him say why all this happen. I might cry or laugh thinking how stupid I was, thinking and reacting foolish all this way.
Still I love my life….
I have my own worries, my own doubts, happiness n misery still I love to live coz each day is different and every moment so promising that I hope for the next moment

That’s the surprise of life. We r turned n turned, roles n roles, but what we know about all this is just nothing yet we r proficient in everything

We see the real human when he is hurt
We see a real human when he is losed
We see a real human when he is hungry
We see a real human when he is nothing
We see a real human when he is alone




If one lives through all this, if he overcome all the pitiful glances n disgusting comments, if a begger fight his hunger with an old bread crump n warm his body with a sack, he know life. He know, life is not so beautiful, life is not easy but still he arrived ..He lived. He finished his life time in the most difficult role .He was successful.Can he be??


Philosophically I can say anything but the silent tears he swept from his hollow cheeks, his silent prayers asking why he was chosen to suffer , the silent days when he thought of nothing but food, the feeling that swarmed up seeing his children’s tired eyes…….why the world is full of people who is soo different in everything from thoughts to food, from dress to colour, from looks to language…

I donno the answer ….but I just want to live happily helping others n making everyone around me smile .I love everyone, I love every flower, I love every music, I love every shades of colours….
I am not simple but I love to be simple…

Like so many have said before…Happiness is something we all have in ourself ,its not our life,our situation nor the happenings around us that makes us happy or not…
Simply believe ..
Everything happens for a reason…

Wait for the next day, believe firmly something will be there to bring the goodness.

When we give something to other, we may not get it back from the same but it might be from the least unexpected…

Don’t feel sorry about anything that happened..

Life is a challenge-we ve to meet it
Life is a gift –we ve to accept it
Life is a mystery-we ve to solve it
Life is a journey –we ve to finish it
Life is a battle –we ve to win it

worries!!

I never thought of job as something with so much importance than something to earn money until I started looking for a job. Now I know how much important it is to be in the right job .Lucky are the one who got job which matches with their talents n interest. Qualifications are nothing but paper sacks that burden our head. It makes us take a way that is prescribed for those typical bundle carriers.

But in this world when everyone searching for the right job it’s so difficult to find out what we want over what we get. Money is just a compensation .If we all work in the field which we like we will try to excel, to develop our self even if we r not up to mark. We will be ready to do hard work coz we know that’s what we r destined for n that’s where our true interest lies.
That’s what makes me tensed all in my life when I realized this truth. What if I am caught in the wrong job? I may work, I may earn. but don’t think about growth in a positive way, don’t think about a day when u get a real appreciation which u desired for rather than what you worked hard for....
Ye attitude matter a lot
We may get adopted, we may get accepted but what in the real depth of ours can b quite different n that makes life so difficult when it seems so smooth…..

.The question remains .am I in someone’s else shoe? Why I always feel like I have to change all this and this is not what I wan me to be? Why I think all my work as meaningless even when I get appreciation? Why I feel useless when all other think am worthy. Because even when we act very good, taking out all energy to make the mark ,the one thing we all forget…It needs only dedication n interest to do a real work in the right way if u r the real person. Others struggle n struggle to meet other’s expectation ignoring ours.


But what is right n wrong is again a question?

In life we reach this point for almost everything. What I want from me? What others expect? And all talk about recognition from others and self satisfaction!!!
Why we all look for others response n recognition more than self satisfaction?
I donno..me too includes in that category…


We need good salary, high pay means high status; high status means power n recognition.
But only few reach there. Others struggle to get there. But don’t you think it was there way n our way might be different?

Qualifications are very rare match to our interest. Our interest may not offer job security, may not pay your fat bills, may not make your parents proud. .still… u wont be bored at work..u wont be sad to take Saturday not as holiday n wont be getting out of the bed thinking how sad it’s a working day…Its not a guarantee still we can be assured .We have a hope to excel. We have a hope to stand out rather than just like being 1 out lakh…And once we really achieved something from our passion ,that only gives you true happiness not doubting about self satisfaction nor recognition .It will all be there…


a short cut to happiness is simply doin wat u love to do..

a small note..

If I didn’t start yet I may sigh one day thinking sadly on how I missed to jot down all this beautiful moments………………

I never checked grammar with very much interest when I write, bcoz for me it is a secondary thing. I want to give life n feel to the sentences rather than bothering about sentence construction and grammar. I believe in words speaking life rather than a no mistake sentences .But from today I made it a point to be little bit serious about using my grammar coz in life everyone earns n try for perfection an am tryin 2 b on d same way for a change .
Now I am seriously thinking about learning more idioms. Some years back I used to run when my dad jokingly ask meaning of some words n idioms ,thinking why we need so many words when the words I know r quite enough to express my thoughts.
But life is always ready with answers .Now I understood the importance of being perfect and also about getting more n more words in our mind’s dictionary. Only when we have more n enough words we could use it bountifully just like money. We don’t have to gauge n use when we have ample amount

Tick tick ..me again!!

Spaces created by time n thoughts..
Spaces that create time n thoughts...
Spaces to create time n thoughts...
Yet ,space is what we never give to time n thoughts...

I have kept silent for some months ..No reason specific but i felt it nice to give myself some space to be myself again..Changes ..I can feel the wind of change blowing in my life..
hooooooooo...........
hey,Dnt think i am goin to spill some pathtic stories..of course not..i was moody for sometime n felt like i need to be back again..So i started with gettin back to words,where i feel always so comfortable..Now am in Bangalore...i miss my home terribly..

You know(i know u donno,still for my sake..he he),i never used to be moody coz its very difficult for me to go on without talking ..(small tip:moody talk no one entertain!!!!).SO the rare momnets when n were i get moody i used to thoroughly celebrate it as something big..as some havoc..he he..(celebrating havoc??am i hitting too much nonsense ?if u think so dnt go further ..)

N why i missed so many days in my blog space is simply that when i got time i dont have "internet" n when i get that i wont be havin some time to spare...And i think that got too long ...today i suddenly thought of scribbling something even if its just 3 or 4 words..Bcoz once i start i always try to catch up with the string..just like we talk to people..if we talk to a friend once in a month ,a 10 min call is more than enough but if we start to talk everyday,we ll b having more n more things to talk..So i am sure that from now i ll be having more n more things to write..

I losed my bag with my fav cutty mobz , purse n atm card..i was busy gettin all things right n for the first time i realized that i too could be a victim of theft!!Every one around assured me with stories of themselves losing almost 3 to 4 mobiles...Anyway i felt very much pacified hearing that i am not alone...

dat made me very responsible!!(Some might be again raising their eyeborws..please, i have improvedddd..oky?)..This is the prob with having so many friends knowing about us too much..We cant simply lie..he he..

Winding Up for now..keepin the strings tight in my arms n hope to stay S*T*R*I*N*G*E*D..will b back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DATED-MONDAY MARCH 09,2009

step 1

We all are human.Its by sheer luck,blessing of a power which we bow our head, that we got all we have now.If we were born to a different family,if we were not protected by those who are around,if we are not healthy like this .Life wouldn’t be the same ..what we might have done with our life?
Whom v wud have turned for a help?Then we might also dream of someone who will help us to live forward…The child who sings in a bus might be praying to get one rupee when she comes near u..When we avert our glance,aren’t we looking away from ourselves..She is not there to show how gud she sings but to curb her hunger… ,Why we have to be so merceless about others?Is it coz we r lucky?or is it coz we r not realizing hw much lucky we r?Just think…..



Are nt we lucky that we could read this?
Aren’t we lucky that we don’t have to beg for food?
Are n’t we lucky that we don’t have to be scared of a night?
Arent we lucky that we have nice dress and sandals ?
Arent we lucky that we could walk talk hear and think,atleast??/
Think of someone who don’t have any of this…They too are living..in the same world,near us..everyday we r seeing them,everyday we change our glance from them
,we change our thoughts from their sadness to our happiness…from their colourless eyes to our colourful world.
Arent we supposed to do something to them?
When we don’t beat them…it’s a gud act
When we don’t despise them …it’s a gud act
When we don’t taunt and chase them…it’s a gud act

But are we capable only to do this much??
Why we learned only to close our eyes to distress ?
Why we don’t even bother to think about them?
Even if we think and sympathies , why we r not thinking about an option?
Why we think and put aside all this as life and fate?
Do you think we r dat much incapable?


You fell down n couldn’t stand up .. den ur friend says “ ohhhh soooo sad ..what a pity my dear” n not even giving u a hand…what u ll get out of that? What u ll feel about ur friend?Will u think “oh hw gud she is.. in her heart atleast she could sympathise with me’



Feeling sorry is good but it is useless if you don’t act.
Don’t ever think you are good because you pity others.
Don’t ever think you are good because you are sensitive
Crying for others is good but what use those tears make?
Tears never check their hunger neither pain
Tears pacify ourselves ,only ourselves….


It all make sense only when you dare to ACT


What a human need is not pity nor sympathy but “help” a “support”.It may not be monitory ,it can turns out be anything that comes under “help”..n as I wrote earlier..money is very crucial for us n just like that for others too..so in this issue we cant ignore the importance of financial assistance .
But foremost thing is the willingness of each of us to ACT ...not money, not power or age .






First step ,
Be ready to act for a good cause .Fill yourself with positive thoughts ..open your eyes wide.we have lot more to see…..
Believe , without restraining your happiness and interests you could help others.

...continues...


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my dream

In this world money does matter!!!



I do agree.But is that the only thing?









I have heard many who got in this “middle world” utter-“First we will make enough money and then we will act”.But the question is what is “enough”?
To be very honest ,I had never come across a situation where I had felt ‘oh enough’ ,other than with food!!Thats the fact.bare truth!!! I Am not authoritively generalizing my stand but my stand do matter na? Of course, I too might be representating a small crowd like me.



There are lot of things we can do with our small earnings which can be a lot big help to some one else. Something which sound very silly like a one rupee might help someone to hold his hunger, sometimes his existence.

Let me share my dream ..

I wanna make others understand the simple way of helping others without loosing anything .Along with them i too wanna learn more.

Am not speaking about big sacrifices nor big donations !!!
But there are something around us which we could afford to lend a hand.


Let us find out new ways and share with all on how to feel great without regret.
Let the youth take initiative!!!